Over and Over.

Change: It's incomprehensible. Fear, loss, abandonment, love; it's all attainable in life. It will surround us. Encompass our every thought. It's true to say the mind works in mysterious ways. I wish i could explain or somehow know why people think the way they do. Why they act the way they do. Accusing and judging and causing problems in others lives that aren't necessary. It is not the basis of our reality. Shouldn't it be something more? Something real? At least something with an underlying purpose that would accomplish the betterment of others, instead of focusing on oneself. Selfishness: It's good to an extent.
-Maybe my problem is.. i care too much. Whenever something goes wrong in anyone's life i sympathize, i feel their pain. And it affects me because I CARE. Recently people have told me or "hinted" that this is a flaw. I used to think it was a quality. I guess it goes unnoticed and unappreciated now. Thanks.