i am you are they will

Maybe, i don't know how i feel. I wish i did. I think i'm back to square one, where i couldn't even look at myself anymore. Where i would sit there and continually question, who am i becoming? It would always be left unanswered. I keep fucking up. I guess this wasn't completely my fault, but i feel like it is. You can't blame anyone but yourself... at least that's what i believe. So i'm gonna take the consequences and deal with it. That's all you can do right? No complaints, just handle it. I used to think i was better than this, hm maybe that's changed now.