Addiction.

Just got home. Haven't been here in like three days. And i'm sooo tired from my lack of sleep. Only have gotten a couple hours each night. One because i've been out. Two because my mind never stops going, it never gives me a break to relax. All i do is think and think and think and its driving me insane! I'm turning delusional. haha. Luckily mel was in the car with me last night or my near drunk ass would have crashed. I'm dumb. Anyways i'm already sick of driving and i'm going through gas like crazy. But it's all gooood. To be honest i don't know why i'm writing all this pointless shit on here, but i guess that's the extent of my thoughts right now. Too tired to eat. To tired to shower. To tired to sleep, if that makes sensse? hah. Well i hate rhett for making me clean his house today & cause of bane who likes to bite my arm off. & sorry chony i didn't help you clean. As you know from repeated times before I'M TIRED. OH and my new years will be spent in the snowy little mountains. how lovely. haha acutally i don't really care if i go out and party or not. Fuck new years. And fuck all you people who think its a fresh start. cause its not. i think i'll just get drunk by myself as i watch the snow fall. aha that's how pathetic my life has become. But it does sound kind of pleasing. Well i'm going to stop rambling away. This is so stupid because no one cares about all this crap. okay imma shutup.
good day.