stupid shit

Everything that's been happening is crazy. Some good. Some bad. I just can't seem to wrap my head around it all. I need a break. I need to get away. I just want to go. I don't care where. A part of me is unbelievably happy and then there's the other half.. that's a whole other story. I'm not in one piece. It's all confusing. To be honest i'm so sick and tired of being confused. I just want to know. To get things and move on. But i guess life's not that easy and it never will be. Fuck it. haha. i'm outtttttttttt