cruel

I've come to the realization that people forget. People don't care. And i know it's hard to ask someone to remember something they never knew. But i'm mad. I want someone to understand. To just be able to sit there with me in complete peace and in some way i want to feel consolation from it. To know that i will be okay. and to stop hearing all the bullshit pity talks. i don't need that shit. i don't need any of this.. i don't. i've had it.. i've had it with this fucking life.