August 3

I'm angry. Why am i angry? None of my emotions feel acceptable. I just miss you. I miss talking to you. I miss your laugh. I miss you being here. Now you've just disappeared. You're nowhere to be found. I want to be okay. But all i feel is this empty space within me. We need you. Your family needs you. The love of your life needs you. Who's left to fill this space that just keeps aching and aching? No one can be you, but you. And so with that, i know this emptiness will be with me forever. I'm trying to be strong, for myself and especially for you. But i feel weak now more than ever.