Sunday, January 24, 2010

3:02

It sucks to hear that. it sucks that i never felt any closure from any of this and i still don't. I don't understand why you did this when we used to have eachother to fall back on. it sucks you've already moved on to other girls, but what the hell can i do right? You told me we were real, that you could never find anything like it again. seems that's all a lie now. i wanted to be friends a part of me still does. but i don't know how i can do that now. i just wish you could answer a few questions i have. so maybe i can be at peace with this. for a while there i longed for you, i still have my occasions now. i thought we'd get back together and that you'd fight for me. that's all i wanted. i fought for you, so why couldn't you fight for me? why didn't you want me anymore? & why did you have to change so goddamn much? And for you to say it felt like a one way street with you worrying about me is a lie. because all i ever do is worry about you. all i ever do is think about you and miss you. so just because i put up a front doesn't mean i wasn't hurt. doesn't mean that i ever loved you any less. And now your saying goodbye and your ready for a new chapter in your life. I hope it's good for you. i wish i could say the same but i can't. Nothing has changed for me. but yeah i guess goodbye to you too. just so you know i wish you could have wanted me back. i wish we could have been together again. i guess it's too late now huh? you've moved on and let me go. you've let me go.

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