Monday, December 14, 2009

People go in and out of our lives.

I feel like i didn't get the opportunity to look you in the eyes and tell you how much you meant to me. How much you still do mean to me. I guess i'm sounding pretty pathetic at the moment but i don't really give a shit. I guess i took for granted everything i really had & didn't take the time to appreciate you. I'm sorry for that. I'm truly sorry for everything. Everything i did to push you so far away, i never wanted that. I never wanted any of this. But life is based on a series of choices, and this was your choice. don't get me wrong, i have accepted it.. i'm just stuck in this nostalgic mind frame. I sit here and cry and cry. and wonder how much more incredibly weak i could get? It's not just you, there are other things. But all in all.. i miss you. I miss us. I miss everything.
ugghh i'm outttt.

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