I'm still hurt. This never really will go away completely. But i've accepted this is what you want. I'm just done with everything & i could care less about anything or anyone. Sounds mean, but its the truth. I will not put myself out there. i will not open myself up again. I have to remain stronger than that. I can't do that to myself, i will not be weak. I will not let my emotions get the better of me. I'm alone and empty. But that's what i'm gonna be for awhile, might as well start getting used to it now rather than later. IM OUT.