Nothing.

Day 2 and its like its been a year already. I feel powerless, helpless, and probably every other word ending in "LESS". but i can't cry. It's like i don't have meaning. or at least i can't find that meaning. i thought i knew who i was, but i don't. Not one bit. its like im in this never ending circle. and i just keep spinning and spinning. Looking in front of me.. not seeing anything or anyone. not even seeing myself anymore. i can't see. i can't feel. I'm like this invisible, non-existent person. What's the point in trying when your not wanted. What's the point in feeling when you can't feel. why did i let myself open up this much, why didnt i have my guard up? Never again. I'm nothing.
Life really is a million decisions, but time is on your side. I believe in you. I believe in us.