Lost.

I'm empty. Alone. My life is on pause. I can't feel. I'm numb. I so badly wish i was okay but i can't be, without you. I still want you and i'm still gonna try for you. We're stronger than this. We've always been. We have a connection not anything or anyone is supposed to break. I let you in. Let me in again. Let me be there again. I can't be okay. You say with just a push i can make the world great. But how can i feel good and successful without you? Tell me how i'm supposed to cope. Tell me how i'm supposed to fall out of love with you, Or push it to the side? It's impossible. Understand me. Look at me and see me. I'm still marianne. We're both still here. Feelings can come back if you break down that wall you seem to be supporting. Stop supporting that weight. Let it go. And you'll have me. Consider everything that we've experienced and been through. I can help you with everything your going through. and you can help me. That's how it's supposed to be. Don't do this. Not now.