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I've realized after all the stress and problems that i can't be EXACTLY what everyone needs. Not for my parents nor for my friends. I am me and that is all i can give. And for once in my life.. i think i'm fine with that. I've finally comprehended what it feels like to let go. Because I HAVE LET GO. Let go of all the misery, stress, the unstoppable questioning, the unbearable person i was becoming, and every instance i doubted myself.. disappeared. All of these feelings or emotions or actions have all gone to a place so so far away from me, it makes me feel somewhat empty but free. This world really is a piece of shit, but it's life.. my life, and now i am content. I will not let myself fall, yet again. To realize, to act.. is something so painful, it's good.