1. Even though we used to be so close, that's all changed now. And yes i can play it off like nothing matters, but deep down it does. I honestly wish i could just talk with you and that would fix things. But i know it can't. it can't possibly fix the person you've become. it can't make all the lies you told disappear. It can't take away the betrayal you shoved my way. it sure as hell can't take away every moment you chose him over us. i honestly haven't even gotten in my head how horrible it is between us. if this was a year ago, the thought wouldn't have even crossed my mind. as pathetic as this may seem.. i miss you. you truly were my other half and i looked up to you in every possible way. i really do feel a part of me has been lost. 11 years down the drain.
2. You are my sister and my best friend and i love you! haha I would give up anything for you. You honestly know me better than i know myself, and i'm really sorry you have to deal with my bitch ass sometimes. i just hope you realize that i am most thankful for you in life.
3. Girl, you are someone so important in my life. You probably know everything about me. You put up with me when i can't even put up with myself. hah that's sad, but it's true! i love you to death and i'm so happy that your happy, especially cause your dating that certain someone :]
4. You very very cute boy. I like you sooo soo dearly much. I know you don't wanna talk about things but when your ready please do. Cause even though you say i don't listen much.. i'm ready to listen to everything. i wanna know. i want you to open up to me again. i miss that. And i'm the person you can vent to and yell at and blame for everything! & i will take it all cause in the end i know you don't mean any of it against me. Stop worrying about me or everyone else. Let me be here for you..
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