The most bitter of emotions would have to be jealousy. I guess it's the fear that we do not have value. It's doubting what we have. But i hate it.. because then i do not obtain peace of mind. You lose courage and self-confidence. You experience revulsion towards the person you are. Knowing you lack the strength to overcome certain things. That's why i avoid it in every possible way. If i have to push it off or even lie to myself.. i will do it. Never admitting envy...


---Out of anger:
You are the most inconsiderate and self-absorbed person by far. Your someone i ONCE knew, but now... not so much. You need a reality check that people aren't always going to be in your life. And you need to accept the fact the world doesn't revolve around you. Your slowly pushing me off the edge.