Tuesday, November 18, 2008

Craziness

Well a lot is on my mind! For the past three days i've been having this feeling that i'm forgetting something the problem, though, is that i don't know what it could possibly be. ugh. I feel overwhelmed but i think that's kinda weird cause i have nothing to feel overwhelmed about! I think i'm making myself go crazy. I am a mental patient. hah. Anywayss... i hate the fact that it's winter right now and it's not even raining or a bit cold. I have a busy schedule this weekend.
Friday: twilight with cayla
Saturday: jessica's debut
Sunday: adam's show in upland?
& i must squeeze in some time with crystal and angela cause i have not talked to them in forever!
I also need to finish a few "surprise projects" this weekend and clear up some unfinished business. Things i want to do for my own pleasure: I want to read a book by my favorite author. I want to reorganize my room. I want to create a time machine to pause, rewind, and fast forward my life. I want to dance in the rain. I want to take a nice, hot bath. I want three days to catch up on time that's been lost. I want 300$ for christmas shopping. I want it to be summer. I want to drive already! I want a to travel across all of europe. I want to run away and when i come back i want NO complications. I want to go to the beach and sleep there all night. I want stupid people to stop being stupid. I want people to stop judging one another. I want to scream at the top on my lungs. I want to see what my life will be like when i'm 23. I want to own all of the urban outfitters. I want to stop wanting. Which is possibly unpossible...




Post script: lists are good.
Post Post script: i need a shower.
Post Post Post script: please rain!!!
Post Post Post Post script: i want the journal.

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