Thoughts for two people.

1. I miss you, the old you. Things aren't the same, you and i both know it. Who knows if this can be fixed? Who knows if i can ever forgive or forget what you did? It really hurts to know that you would betray me like that, and not feel the least bit guilty about it. And it hurts to know that your not the same person i once knew. Slowly but surely i'm losing you and your losing me. Because of that i feel like a part of me is missing, and always will be missing. "Cruelty would be delicious if one could only find some sort of cruelty that didn't really hurt."

2. It kills me to see you hurting. I want to do so much to try to make you feel better, but i know all i can really do is be here for you. I just worry about you so much and i care about you so much, and i don't like seeing you this way. Seeing that part of your life, changed the way i look at things. And i keep thinking about everything that i heard and saw, constantly. But just know none of this is your fault, stop blaming yourself. (Trust me, i'm one to put things on myself, but it never gets you anywhere.) Things are going to be tough, but i'm here to get through it all with.
"Don't give up, look to the good times, and gain back that strength, courage, & confidence you think you've lost."