5:57 P.M.

We blame. We stress. We hate. We lie.

One day i want to meet someone real. I don't know how to explain, but just someone with truth. Someone who doesn't stress about the little things, who just takes life like it is, and who has this really laid back perspective of the way that things are or supposed to be. I want to meet someone who believes in faith and hard work, but then knows when there comes a time to believe in fate. I could go on for days about the person i want to meet. I guess i could because it's the person i want to become. If i could be just half of what i described, i would be truly content with life.


---I guess you could say i don't give shit about a lot of people, which is probably true considering the fact that everyone says i'm a bitch. Maybe i am? But in reality, do i care? nahh. If it pleases you all to say and think it, then right on.. go for it. From what i heard today, this is my answer: I'm not sorry, i have nothing to apologize for. You say i'm selfish, look at yourself. Honestly, how low could you get? I don't think you can get more shady then this, but what do i know anymore? Do i even know YOU anymore? I'm lost... maybe your lost too. Put yourself in my shoes and then you would really get everything i'm feeling right now. I feel provoked, betrayed, and completely displeased by you. Most of all though, i feel let down and hurt. I didn't expect this. I guess it's true that people really do "surprise you everyday".