Live to the point of tears

Ever wish you could have someone back in your life?

hmm.. Do you ever get into one of those moods where you can't even explain how you feel? You don't feel sad but than you don't feel happy? You feel so tired but than you try to sleep and you can't? People ask you what's wrong, and you don't even know what's wrong with you? I guess it's just one of those moods, can't ever be explained but they're still there. I hate those types of days.

I feel like summer is going to give me a fresh start, and i reallyyyy think i need one of those. New people and new adventures.

You know what i hate so much, i hate when people don't cry. And they are all like "i don't cry, i'm stronger than that" blah blah blah. Well you know what i think, i think that everyone, i mean everyone, needs to cry every once and a while. I think that it's nice to just let everything your feeling out, everything that your sad about comes out when you cry. Every tear is one of your problems. Crying is refreshing most of the time. But yeah there are those times you cry and you completly and utterly feel like shit and you feel that your so weak and stupid for crying. I think that after you cry about something, it's all out and you should never think about it again cause you already let it out, jut let it go. Never look back on it. That's something so hard for me to do.

Wow i think a lot. haha


"Learn from yesterday, live for today, hope for tomorrow."