Wednesday, April 9, 2008

i miss you.

I've been thinking. I think that promises are meant to be broken and secrets are meant to be told. I think that you should live life with no regrets. And a mistake i've always made is trying to live in the past, just wanting the past back, but in reality you have to live in the present. It's something so hard for me to grasp.
I take life for granted, and yet now whenever i think i have such a horrible life or when i think things are hard, i get so mad at myself. Like how could i be so stupid there are SO many people out there that have it worse than me. I have this cousin, she's the strongest person i know yet, she's in and out of the hospital. She knows she's dying and yet she lives life to the fullest. She told me when i go i know that it will be my time, just let it happen. I've realized how much she's dealing with and i can't even imagine how hard it is. I just think that i'm such a stupid child who doesn't know shit about life and can't complain cause i have it so easy. I don't think i'm the person i want to be.

"Be the change you want to see in the world."

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