Reading this new book puts my mind at peace. It sums up all the bad shit in the world and puts it into something that makes sense. Every one thing happens for a reason. Situations 10 years prior can affect you today. One person can change so deeply and so violently, that they will not be recognized any longer. Justifications are just excuses for the weak.. I've realized. We are the way we are. We do the things we do. Things just have to be how they will be. That's it.