Outcomes.

When is it the right time? Maybe things have become farther off than i ever imagined. I didn't know that it was possible. We both can't let go of the past. We both can't have what we want. Life never wanted it for us, it seems. Change has corrupted our minds.. experience has drastically altered everything we used to believe in. And i want that love. I want the love that pushes you, that inspires you, that makes you beyond words happy. But all i see is jealously and an empty heart. I don't know if you can love me anymore. I don't know if you even have it in you... so that's where i stop. i stop because i want it all. i want all of you. but it seems all i get is a vacant soul.