The past.

I wish I could go back. I want to go back to that place. But Its hard to build a foundation that has already been destroyed.. crumbled into a thousand pieces. i keep blaming others for not letting me breathe.. but maybe its ME who won't let me breathe. i need the open air right now. I need to catch up with the rest of the world that left me behind long before. I will one day. I will be that sunflower loving, long haired, brown eyed, smiling girl i miss.