Minus one.

You can go through each day and think you will be braced for everything. But nothing ever goes out as planned. Seven times. Seven times in not even two years. How do you even BE anymore? .. after alll of that. I think the cold hard truth is that it will never be gotten over. Yes, time will numb and new memories will be made. But I will never forget. I will never forget the happiness or the pain or the loss. I will always have seven empty holes in my chest. seven bullets. seven losses. seven scars.