My life right now,

is pretty bitter sweet. Older sister's moved out and doing her own thing, but i'm glad i got to party with her this weekend. Me and her get along so well it's amazing. Hmmm, my other wonderful sister seems to be actually getting somewhere in life (unlike me). She has her shit together, knows what she wants to do as a career, and has her priorities straight... well other than she needs to spend more time with me :( Even though she argues A LOT i still love her :]. My friends are greater than ever. Seeing crystal a lot more than i used to and am sooo glad she's around. She understands everything i've been going through. What an amazing girl haha. Then theres mel, who is the nicest/sweetest/prettiest girls in the whole world. I guess it really is true to say she's my BEST FRIEND OF ALL TIME cause she came to my house when i was away and cleaned up all the toilet paper from my house after it had been "vandalized" haha. i love her soooooo much. thanks for everything, seriously though thank you. and also fuck those bitches that did that to my house and my wonderful car montana. karma will bite you in the ass one day i hope. Then theres julie and alanna who i probably couldn't ever get by without. they are some of the least judgmental people i've ever met. I mean judgmental isn't even a part of their vocabulary. can always trust them and rely on them. I LOVE YOU TWO. ummmmm then theres rhett, chony, andrew, and kenny who i love, but they don't really love me back. rhett and chony like to give me handshakes instead of hugs. haha andrew just doesn't hug me at all unless i'm lucky and kenny ALWAYS hugs me that's why he's my bradddahhhhh :))) anywhooooooo my life wouldn't be intresting without those four. they keep my life in motion haha that sounds soooo gay, they probably are reading this now thinking "fucking white bitch" hahaha. i'm not really sure why i'm rambling so much. maybe cause i'm bored and no one likes to talk to me but it's cool. i like talking to myself. OHHH i forgot.. i'm reading Into the Wild. and it gets me so inspired to write and think and ahhh it's crazy. I'm so happy i'm reading it yayayay. Anyways on a more serious note, I miss you Jess. I'll be visiting you one of these days. When i work up enough emotional stability. For now though, i know your with me. I just have to keep reassuring myself that your in a better place. A way better place. I'll see you again one day, i promise.