Meaning.

The seeker in me looks to find answers. To find the truth behind the meaning and the truth beyond that truth. I don't want to keep searching. This will never give me clarity or consolation. It won't stop me from questioning or wondering or grieving. Being happy, sad, angry.. none of these emotions bring back what I want. Bring back what should be here. Why can't I just continue to live? To be.. that's all I want. A simple life. With simple people. And simple thoughts. No troubles. I know time is on my side, but was time on YOUR side, and is time really the issue? Isn't it something deeper than that? The fact that a soul has disappeared. And ALL OF YOU have forgotten. All of you go on with your stupid lives not giving a care in the world. Not seeming to remember that just a month ago she was with me. She was here. and now she's not. Isn't that the issue? That us as human beings, can be so completely cold and bitter? That we can move on when she's buried in the ground. That death is nothing to us anymore. Why are you so far away? Look at the truth it's right in front of you.