1. I'm sorry. I'm so sorry i'm disappointing you on a daily basis. I know you don't understand why i'm doing this.. cause honestly i don't fully understand this either. But your supposed to be there for me. your supposed to support me in my decisions, good or bad. I miss when things were good too, but things have to get worse before they get better. i'm trying, can't you see that? can't you see ME past all of the things i've had to deal with? i need you now more than ever. it's almost like we've gone done two separate paths.. ones that can't be crossed anymore. this is killing me. i can't be myself without you. slowly but surely i feel like i'm losing you.
2. I am so doubtful due to my lack of trust for everyone. I do want this, i do.. with everything in me. But maybe you need to decide if YOU are better off without me? happier without me. can you really prove this to me? i know i may be questioning everything, but can you blame me?
3. Yeah, your basically the only person who has been there for me through every goddamn stupid thing i've needed you with. In all truth i probably would have been insane by now if i didn't have you. I love you so much and i know you have my back with everything. same goes for you :]
4. It hasn't hit me yet. the reality of it all. This is the one thing i've kept quiet about. i refuse to talk about it. i won't.. i can't.
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