Some life.

I wish.. i really do wish. But i know now that it won't be what i wanted. It can't. I'm okay, i really am. I'm happy.. truly. They say time will tell. How much time though? In this moment of my life, i have to be my own. i have to live like i want to. be free. Fear overtakes me, though, i'm actually being strong about this for once. Decisions can make or break you. Honestly i don't know which one it will be yet. We'll see. it isn't me anymore, its you. And so that's all i'm saying, that's it. I suppose change gets the best of us sometimes.