Friday, October 30, 2009

Victims.

You were all i needed. You were all i wanted. I trusted you and relied on your integrity and strength. You were always about being your own individual and you were unique. I think now, and wonder where did that guy go? Where is the guy i first met? Your not there anymore. I don't see you. CHANGE. you chose to change. you made that decision. that's why i don't have you now. but truly look within and ask yourself are you happy? happy where you're at? happy with the decisions you made? maybe, maybe not. but life isn't gonna get any easier. you can't find connection like ours in a relationship very often. you let that go. you let me go. and then there's me, pathetic me.. retaining everything we had. not letting a single second go. not being strong enough. I'm just stuck. stuck in this box i can't get out of. and i question myself, do i even REALLY want to escape?

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