So yet again another year of school. I miss melanie :[
1. Words can't explain how much i miss you. I can't really comprehend how i feel at this exact moment. Am i angry that you wanted to leave? Am i sad cause i didn't have a say in your choice? I tried to stop you, get you to see things another way. You were just too stubborn. I guess i have to respect your decision. I want to be okay with this. God, i just want to be okay in general. Everyday is a never ending reminder that your not here, and you won't ever be again. It would be nice to feel some closure, but i don't. Not even close. I don't feel right. Day by day i feel empty. Maybe i'm just faking my "happiness". I do know time heals all, doesn't seem right though. Eventually i will feel at ease with this situation. And now i'm just waiting for that time to come.
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