Think about it.

what do you do when you feel like you've failed? tried so hard.. but failed. When your life is set on play, but your going in rewind. it's a little sad you can't adhere to "anyones" feelings, especially since they're mine. i know people can't change. they can change only if they want to. & i see now you don't want to change, even if it's for me. it's kinda hard to accept.. i know you care, i know you say i'm true in your life. but i can't see it right now. to you, it's not a big deal.. but for me it is & you don't see that. I'm sad you can't seem to take into consideration what i'm feeling. I understand you want your freedom to do what you want. It's just if you told me something that bothered you, i would do everything in my power to try & fix it. Cause i care that much. I would do more than you know for you.. why do you think i said i was fine with it in the first place? It was for you & for your happiness. I've never liked it, never will. But i tried, tried so hard to be fine with it. Going against everything, for you. & hell i'm not blaming you, it's me.. it was my choice. I just hoped you would understand what i was telling you, and for me you would stop or at least cut back. But you want to do what you want, it doesn't matter that I'M telling you. i thought maybe i mattered more. it sucks. & you just want to let it be. so there's not much else i can do.. cause i still want you. It's funny cause you say you wanna make me happy, but this is making me feel the complete opposite.