Let.

1. I'm scared to meet you. I'm scared of looking in your eyes and thinking to myself, is this the last time i'll see her? Your so small and helpless. Life hasn't even begun for you, but i ache from the fact that maybe your life never truly will begin. I'm afraid, so damn afraid. I can't and won't let myself grasp the possibilty that i may never know you. But i'll always be here. No matter how hard i try to avoid this situation, one day i'll have to look it straight in the face.

2. You were my best friend, the person i turned to for everything. And i just can't let go. I can't.

3. I worry about you more than i worry about myself. I really feel you are my other half. As time has progressed you've taught me so many things about myself & the person i am to become. When i'm with you i feel complete, i feel like i've found myself. You give me strength.

4. I try to do so much for you. I want you to be happy. But i feel your not and because of that
your taking it out on me. It's wrong.. i hope you realize. I try to be the best possible person i can
be, just so i can be here for YOU. But think about it, when was the last time you didn't criticize me or the choices i make?