Wednesday, April 29, 2009

I had this dream:

I'm stuck on a never ending road. Can't get anywhere because it leads nowhere. No cars in sight, but mine. So I'm just driving and driving, for no purpose, no consequential reason. At first I'm buzzing with so many thoughts that it sends my mind into this cast away state. I'm lost. And then this sudden quiet takes over me.. body and soul. No more thoughts. My eyes are glued to the road ahead of me. And i feel empty, I feel nothing. I am indifferent. There are no signs, no street lights. Just a desolate road that I seem determined to overtake. I drive for what seems like days. And i come upon a dead end. It cannot go on. Then i realize my whole demeaning purpose has been shattered. I cannot go on.

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