So i only have about 53$ saved up. And i definitely need more for CHRISTMAS. Lately, i just haven't been worried about the little things. Kinda weird of me to say, but i'm trying to change. Not who i am.. just how i take things. And for right now, it seems to be very productive. I don't know i feel better about myself. So whenever drams starts coming my way, i back away into my own little world.. and stay as far from it as i possibly can. I really am happy.


Post Script: pictures tomorrow!

I wrote this for "you know who you are" :] i love you.


"In life there will always be complications, there will always be those days we feel we can never bring ourselves up. but in the end we have to face what we don't want to look in the eye. we have face the cold hard truth. and once you do..the life you once thought was puzzling and intricate will then become JUST LIFE."