I don't know i've been thinking about the new year and everything. And the truth is.. i'm glad in 2008 i fucked up, i learned so much from everything i did. i don't regret or look back and doubt anything that happened. of course 2009 will be a fresh start. but it's also the start of more problems and fuck ups to learn from... or to not. mainly though i think it's about new beginnings and brand new chances. its almost like your starting over...but in some way, not really.