What's wrong with me? What's been up with me lately? I can't explain my emotions or my actions. I'm all over the place. One day life couldn't get any better, the next nothing could get any worse. I'm sad, i'm mad, i'm happy, and then i'm sad again. gahh. i'm annoying myself, i can't even imagine how i'm making everyone else feel. soo i apologize for my stupidness and i guess my somewhat childish behavior. maybe i've been so focused on everyone else's lives that i haven't stopped and took two seconds to think about my own. but i don't want to think about my life.. and i sure as hell don't want to feel bad for myself. i have a weird feeling that i'm letting myself down.. don't ask why i feel that way, cause even i cant comprehend it. i'm just so sick of all this and all of me.
Sooo, where did this get me? Nowhere whatsoever.
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