Dancing in the Rain.

I'm home FINALLY. And i missed it oh so terribly much.
The cold, gloomy weather is back. With what may you ask? Only the best... RAIN!
You know those days where nothing could be better? This is one of those days :]

1. I'm so happy that everything is good with us. I know you had that issue with those two guys, and i'm glad that it's resolved. You honestly deserve the best and only you know who that is. I think with everything that happened it REALLY did open up your eyes to the world around you, with who you can trust & pretty much just everything. When your content with life, so am i. :]

2. Girl, i honestly don't know what's been up with you lately. I worry about you SOO much, i mean all of us do. Just open up and let us in. We're here to help, we're your best friends. The fact that we don't see you that much makes it harder, but we've been trying as best as we can. I think your afraid to show your emotions and deal with what you gotta deal with. I get like that too. But stop hiding and preoccupying yourself right now cause you and i both know you have to deal with it sooner or later. Am i right or am i right?

3. I know that i was a complete and utter bitch to you. For which i apologize because you didn't do one thing to me. I was just so upset in that moment that i blew up but i was trying to defend my best friend. You have to understand.. i think you do though. Hopefully we can skip the awkwardness and go back to how it used to be.

4. You are a wonderfully wonderful boy and you make me smile and laugh and you make it so hard for me to be mad at you. Goshh i'm just so happy, more like delighted, no no no NOT EVEN THAT more like i'm completely and utterly EXUBERANT when i'm around you! Being in your presence is like being surrounded by a 1332534245 billion sunflowers and trust me when i say that...that is super good :]]]]]]

5. A girl with the middle name starting with a "b" hah. With her it's just the stability of knowing i'll always have a good friend in the hardest of times.

6. Gosh, you and your faces! You bring so much laughter into my life. i love yaa.



----Hmmm.. i am just in a really umm elated mood. I don't think things could get much better. Or maybe just maybeeee they could? Ah who knows? i'm satisfied with the way things are so fuck the future. i love the present! hah. what a loser i am. Well i would just like to say my birthday is on October 13th. And people that are probably reading this are thinking "why the fuck do i care" well all i have to say to that is.. i don't care if you care that it is my birthday. I just reallyy hope it is a superb day and i enjoy myself to the fullest extent. I don't know birthday's have always been BIG for me. soo i hope.. it is GREAT. Oh oh oh i also hope that it rains, no no no it doesn't even have to rain just a drizzle will indulge my needs! I don't need gifts or cakes or brownies (even though that would be amazing.. hah) all i really need is a smile and i will be as happy as a happy bee :] anyways enough about myself.. All i want to say to everyone is that i hope they are as as blissful as i am. i want their lives to be filled with joy, every single one of you!
alrighty then. remember to make the best of things.
that's all that's it.
bye bye world!