Loss.

I'm trying here. Trying to put the pieces back together. Trying to be the person i once was. I have a great life, with great people in it who care about me. And i have dreams and goals just like everybody else. But it's so difficult to fulfill those dreams and those goals. It's taken every ounce of energy i have left in me to figure out why it's so exhausting, puzzling, and intricate to possibly understand my life. It's supposed to be easy, you graduate from high school, move on to college, and then start your life. But really, what are we here for? What are we here to accomplish or overcome? And why? I know that nothing is easy or simple, thing's are going to get complicated. It's just so frustrating that i, for some reason, can't figure this one thing out.
People's loved ones and friends are passing away everyday. Some of them were just beginning to live and then everything that they've worked for and strived for is taken from them. Just like that, in a split second. And to me it's like, aren't we just working for nothing. We're working so hard to have a good life and then we're going to have ALL of that taken from us. What could possibly be the point of it all? I don't understand.
It's so sad to see people grieving over the loss of someone they loved or truly cared about. I mean, i don't even know the person and i'm effected by it. I can't even imagine if it was someone that i loved. I wouldn't be able to handle it or be strong enough to get through it. That's why i have so much respect for those people out there, handling their losses and getting through it all. It's something i wish i could do, but i know i never could. Amazing, those people are.

I guess the key in life is to cherish what you have and try to look past the hard parts.