You gain and then lose.

I can't handle this anymore.
I can't become a better person.
I can't be the person everyone wants me to be.
I'm sorry i don't listen to advice.
And i'm sorry that i'm always wrong.
I'm sorry no one uderstands me.
And i'm sorry i don't understand myself.
I can't do this. It's not worth the risk.

Now aren't you just glad?
You should be because no matter how wrong i think you are i'll always have your back and i'll always defend you. No matter what i'll always side with you. No matter how much it hurts i'll do it. Even if you don't seem to understand my side of the story, i'll apologize and admit i'm wrong. I'll always be here for you, and i hope that you know that.