I feel so relaxed & peaceful. I really want to go to the Hotel Cafe Tour. I was at the beach today, i was looking out at the ocean, and honestly it's amazing. I mean it stretches out for miles and miles, to the middle of nowhere. Just keeps on going forever, it seems. It would be nice to live by the beach one day. I'm constantly wanting more and more, when i know i have exactly what i need.
You know, i want to say that i am truly content with my life, but truthfully i don't really think i am. There needs to be something more, something's missing. And i'm not quite sure what that is yet. It's not like my life is horrible, cause it definately isn't. But there's something... something that needs to be there. ehh, i don't know. I really don't know anything anymore, i can't explain anything. I feel like my life is controlling me and i have no idea how to explain that. My life is one BIG mystery.
"It's like you get this picture in your head of the way things should be, and you end up closing yourself off to some of the wonder and serendipity of the actual experience."
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