Complex.

I'm a simplist (if that's even a word) and an overachiever. Sometimes sitting in silence scares me because it makes me think of too many things, that i don't want to think about. I hate that i can't face my fears, that i'm horrible at confrontation, that i can never make up my mind, and i especially hate that i haven't figured myself out yet. Sometimes i want to be the people i read about in my books. I wish that i could have some people's talents. I kinda want to just run away from this city, these people, this constant routine. And go somewhere i've never been, and do things i've never done, have something that's new and completely different. I wanna go somewhere no one knows me, no one knows anything about me, so then i could be anyone i want. I could be a rebel or a cheerleader or i dont know anything because no one there will know the person i was before. They won't judge so easily...