i take for granted..

the fact that i have such good friends. I mean they're there for me through everything. They worry about me when i'm having a bad day. And i know for a fact they would all back me up if i needed anything, they always have my back. I think sometimes i take that for granted. Some people don't really have true friends. I think that it is such a blessing that i have all of them. If i didn't have them, i probably couldn't deal with life. They keep me going pretty much. They understand when i need to talk and when i need my space to be alone. And now i think to myself that i'm so stupid when i say "no on understands me" cause in reality they all understand me and are here for me in the most needed moments. We've had the most funniest moments to the sadest and most heart felt. We've dealt with someone moving to a different school and yet we still are the closest of friends. I truly hope that i have these girls in my life for a very long time. I love you all, you guys know who you are :] Thanks for everything, and i know i may sometimes take you for granted but just know you guys are appreciated and will always be in my heart.


AND JUST FOR JANIE! she insisted i write a blog just for her!
here goes:
So what do i love about Janie Lee? many things. First of all shes been here with me since kindergarden and olivia cox days. She used to play four square with me in elementary. She was my first best friend and i'm so glad i chose her over olivia cox. hah. She's seen me at my madest, sadest, funniest, craziest times and she's helped me through so much. from helping me tell someone off to giving me advice about boys or just life in general. Janie is someone i truly look up to. This may sound cliche but i really hope that one day i can be half the person she is already. She knows where she wants to go in life and she manages so many things at once. She makes time for all of us at walnut and then all her friends at troy and then family and then school work and sports and every other crazy thing you can imagine. Shes always so busy but then she makes time just to call you and make your day so much better. She's been through so much and yet she still has a smile on her face even if she has had a horrible day. If she's going through problems she always makes sure to put you first. It's never akward with her. I could have gone without seeing her for two weeks and then i see her and it's like non stop talking. She is the PRETTIEST korean i've ever met. hahah. She just knows when im sad even if i don't act like it SHE KNOWS. Even though when she laughs she spits her soda or lemonade on you, we can laugh uncontrollably for a longgg time and then we stop and like 5 minutes later we start laughing again. I love this girl so much and when she moved schools it was super hard for me to cope. It was like she was the person that kept everything together, she kept the group together. And i thought that when she left everything would fall apart, and it did, but it got better cause she was still there. She makes sure to keep in touch with all of us. I love rotten milk and martha stewart days and our morning jogs and the scary gardeners where we have to end up walking a mile extra just cause were scared. Any guy would love Janie for a fact, and any guy that hurts her will seriously be so sorry. cause i will hunt them down and kick their ass. JUST A WARNING! Janie is just this amazing person on the inside and out. She's been there for me through everything. She's helped me through more than you can imagine. And her famous saying "Boys are poo, but we love you" has seriously kept me going for a while now. haha She understand me more than a lot of people and im so thankful and blessed to have her in my life. Love you rotten milk :] happy now? haha